PART V
 

      This part covers the years since R.J. went Home to be with the Lord, a new season of my life which was not to my liking in the least.  I never dreamed it could be so difficult learning to live alone.  It was doubly hard because I had never lived alone in my entire life.

      To be old and alone and sick poses additional problems.  If I didn't have a relationship with God, I think I would have sunk into endless despair.

      Whenever I lost hope, God would send help from some source, whether a visit, phone call, or letter.  God simply would not let me get mired in depression for long.  I am so grateful for His constant care in bringing me through to victory.  Of course, it didn't come easy, but because of all the trials and tests, I am stronger in my faith and trust in my Savior Jesus Christ than ever before.  I rely on God to guide me day by day, moment by moment.  I am blessed beyond measure!

      Perhaps some of you might relate to any number of these events that have shaped my life in the last few years.  I'm sure I still have a long way to go before I'm free of occasional setbacks in fighting loneliness.  But I shall press on knowing I can call on God for help any time, any day.  I praise God for His love and patience!