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INTRODUCTION
Along about March of 1997, I
had almost finished writing my memoirs, a long and
painful story. One morning during my quiet time,
the Lord said, "I want you to start Book II." "But,
Lord," I complained, "Book I is not finished. It
needs a lot more editing before it's done. Besides,
I don't know what you want me to write about for
Book II." "I will be with you and help you day by
day. Just write from your heart."
Even though I did not have a clue what I was
supposed to write, I decided I would have to trust
God to show me. So I said, "I'm counting on You,
Lord, to guide me daily as I write this book. I
expect an inspiration for the day's theme to greet
me with the dawn. I give You thanks."
The next morning, I awoke with the title for
the book in my mind. I said, "Well, Lord, is the
title for this book Learning to Soar based on
Isaiah 40:31? I like it and I think it will
encourage people." I heard no response from God, so
I decided to go with that title until I heard
otherwise. "They shall mount up with wings as
eagles" should inspire people, I thought.
Next, I inquired, "Now Lord, Is this book
about Your intervention in my life? Is it a log of
the many lessons You have taught me since I decided
to follow Jesus?" "That is the plan, My daughter.
Try to work on the book a little each day. I have
called you to be an encourager."
So I began assembling stories I had already
written about some of the lessons I have struggled
to learn. I found out how ignorant I was to the
ways of God, and how hard-headed I was at times.
How thankful I am that God Never gives up on us.
I've recounted my journey to God starting with
my encounter with Jesus soon after the death of my
seventeen-year-old daughter in October, 1980.
In writing this book I discovered just how
undisciplined I've always been. God was faithful to
help me. Most days I would wake up with a theme for
the story fresh in my mind. I couldn't wait to get
a rough draft on my word processor. Other times I
complained to God, "Why do I have to tell that story
about myself?" " People will think I am terrible."
After some stalling, reluctantly I'd write the
story, wondering how it could possibly help anyone.
Deep in my heart, I knew the importance of
obeying the Lord. Often, when the Lord said to
write a particular story. I didn't have a clue
where to begin. I would sit down, turn on the word
processor and ask the Holy Spirit to please tell me
what to say. Without fail, He would fill my mind
with just the right words. The Bible says the Holy
Spirit is the Spirit of truth. I believe it
wholeheartedly.
As I reflect on the time spent writing this
book, I can see a purpose in all this. The Lord had
me start writing it a few months after R.J., my
husband, went Home to be with the Lord. During the
long lonely days this project has kept my mind busy
as I looked to God for help daily.
If the lessons I've learned and the adventures
I've experienced bring hope and encouragement to
others, then I will rejoice. I give God the glory!
The realization that I would not die of grief over
the death of my daughter left me in terrible void. I
sat on the sofa day after day, crying and staring
out the window, unable to function. I left the house
only when absolutely necessary, moving like a robot
without feeling. I cried out to God for help,
but since I had been mad at him all my life I didn't
expect an answer.
I was aware that my friends thought I was a 'basket
case' and tried different ways of pulling me out of
my melancholy. My dear friend Adabelle called
one day, saying "Lenore, you need to get out of the
house. Let's go out to lunch... I'll pick you up in
fifteen minutes." We talked about what I
should do to start living again. Then Adabelle said,
"Would you consider going to a Good News Prayer
Meeting with me? Maybe R.J. will go too." I
said, "Well, I guess it would be good for us to get
out of the house--a prayer meeting, you say?"
Yes, it's at a church in Corona...you'll be blessed.
If you want to go, We'll pick you up at six-thirty."
This turned out to be the turning point in life. I
had an encounter with Jesus Christ, the living God!
In the ensuing years I found that God was not cold
and uncaring and has gone to great lengths to prove
his faithfulness to me. Though sometimes He chastens
me, testing weather I will obey him, I am learning
to trust God with my life. |