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CONVERSING WITH GOD
"If
you seek Him, He will be found by you;... I Chr.
28:96
While reading the Bible I discovered that many
people talked to God and He talked with them
begining with Adam and Eve. That intrigued me.
About six months after I became a Christian I
began attending a Women's Aglow Bible study.
After several sessions, I noted that some of the
ladies made statements such as: The Lord told me,
or, God said such and such to me.
I was puzzled about this until, finally, on a
particular day when I returned home from class I
stomped into the house and shouted, "God, How come
You never talk to me?" I sat down on the sofa in
disgust, closing my eyes. Suddenly, a loud
voice which I can only describe as thunder and water
combined called my name, "L-E-N-O-R-E"!!! I
leaped off the sofa, bumping my shins on the coffee
table, "Ouch, ouch! O-o-o-h, God, was that
you? You scared me" I stammered. Still
shaking, I sat back down on the sofa, thinking,
maybe I'd better wait for that 'still small voice',
like the way the Lord spoke to Eligh in a gentle
whisper on the mountain as recorded in the Bible, I
Kings 19:12
That was the first and only time I heard God speak
to me in a audible voice. However, I was not
deterred in my pursuit of conversing with God.
Next, I decided I'd wait until I was lying quietly
in bed. After settling in for the night, I
thought, now I'll ask God to speak to me in a
whisper. Just then the stillness was disrupted
by my husband R.J. 's loud snoring. I gave him
a jab in the ribs with my elbow and he rolled over
on his side and all was quiet again. I said,
"Now you can speak to me, Lord." "Be still and
know that I am God", I heard, not audible, but
clearly. I knew it was God speaking that
scripture verse to me.
"Well, God, after all this preperation to
hear You, are you telling me to shut up?" I
was a little put out. That was the beginning
of my conversations with God.
Some time later, during a rather scary
California earthquake, I was trying to walk out of
the bathroom and nearly fell down because the floor
kept moving sideways. In my fright I cried,
"Oh, God, what are You doing?" Distinctly I
heard the Lord say, "Don't be frightened, my child.
I want you to keep the channel between you and Me
clear. Come before me each morning for
instruction. Be courageous." The floor
stopped moving and I calmed down and replied, "Yes,
Lord, I will listen for Your instruction each
morning."
My relationship with the Lord grew stronger,
and I relied on Him more and more to guide me after
that memorable night. It is now quite a
natural thing for me to to talk to God and wait for
Him to answer me. Most mornings, I await His
instruction before starting my day. I have
found that if I spend quiet time with God before the
day's activities pull me this way and that, I can
keep focused on my goals. God wants to hear
from us anytime--day or night, whether singing,
praying, or just sitting in his presence. He
is our loving Father. |