CONTENTMENT

"I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances."
Philippians 4:11

      The sky was shrouded in overcast and fog obscured my view as I gazed out the bedroom window.  My decision to stay home and watch Sunday church service on TV left me feeling sad.  After watching Charles Stanley I went to my bedroom for my morning devotions which always build up my faith, and I know I could not get through the day without seeking the Lord for His guidance and help.

      But today, right in the middle of my quiet time I heard the Lord say, "Rise up and go to church."  Glancing at the clock I noted it was 9:15am and service started at 10:00am.  I thought, how can I possible get ready and get to church on time?  But I'd better try.  I know I should obey the Lord.  Dressing as quickly as I could, I noted that it was already 10:00am.  I groaned, "I hate to be late for church, I just can't go."

      As I turned back toward the bedroom the words 'go to church' filled my mind so strongly I headed out to the car.  Reluctantly, I drove to church, thinking, I will just have  to ignore any feelings of embarrassment and walk in late.  I found a seat in the back and joined the congregation in the singing.

      Then a visiting pastor from Australia began his sermon, instructing, "Open your Bibles to Philippians 4:11."  I mumbled, "Well, Lord, I see Your purpose in wanting me at church this morning.  You knew I needed to hear this message again, a refresher course to guide me out of my discontent."

      The pastor also spoke about running the race set before us, and about murmuring.  Ouch!  Everything hit home.  I repented of my grumbling about my circumstances, and asked God to help me through this adjustment of learning to live alone.  After the service, Pastor Ted introduced me to the visiting pastor and his wife.  I thanked him for his sermon and said, "It was right on target!"

      On the way home I made a mental list of things to be thankful for, which, in turn, brought me to a state of joy.  Soon I was singing praises to God for His goodness to me.  I thanked God for sending me to church that day.